Negative again. Utterly devastating heartbreak hardly comes close to describing how I feel. I feel like a completely defective human being. I feel shattered. I don't know how much more broken my heart can get. The hardest part is knowing there is no explanation of why and that we won't have the ability to try again for a very long time. I don't know why we have to endure this, but I know there must be some reason bigger than I know...some grand plan. God is in control. I don't know what to do or say. It's hard enough to breathe at this moment, let alone anything else. I knew today would either be the best day or worst day of my life. It is definitely the worst. God give me strength to overcome this and move forward. Keep us in your prayers.
Jen
Oh Jen,
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about your loss. You both remain in my prayers. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18. Don't be afraid to reach out if we can do anything to help.